Seek me for comfort

*NADDY.*
Hello. My name is Nadiah Nabilah.

Born on the february 18th and my mum's life changed eversince. For better or the worse, I'll let you decide. My sleeping patterns are screwed and I get hungry fast. I'm a professional dreamer. My dreams weigh more than I do. My familia, boyfriend and friends are my people, my people are my life. <3


Call me for solace

We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

I'll be waiting for the end of my broken heart.





“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 || 7:53 PM

"So what is it that you wanna tell me?"

"I don't want you to leave me again."


You've got some charm I must admit
Don't let me wreck myself again.

Wassup?
Monday, November 22, 2010 || 1:54 AM

HARI RAYA HAJI 2010





So yesterday, I had probably my first babysitting section with none other than my baby nephew! He wasn't as hard to take care of because he doesn't cry as much. So for that, I'm pretty thankful.




I felt at peace the minute he fell asleep.

And then, I got bored. Heh.


...but when he woke up, there's nothing those tiny chubby hands couldn't destroy.
Really. He snatched one of my keyboard keys away. =/
And then he got tired again. Awww....

KAK NINI'S WEDDING
On the 21st, one of Aizat's sisters finally tied the knot. It was a beautiful wedding, only some things cock up here and there. I kinda gave a hard time on the bride's brother. Pity him now that I think about it again. But all's good now. I'm sorry hunney. =)

Oh, most pictures were taken by him unless you see him in it or you see me holding it. He was really confident in holding my baby padahal asal boleh snap aje. Photograher sesat. heh,

awwwww...

his third sister on the right.
Meet his nephews. Really really cheeky boys.
They were going all, "girlpren, girlpren" each time they saw me. -.-



And that's it I guess. Oh wow. It's reaching the end of november. A whole lot of crap happened, I'd admit. I can't recall how many times I've been disappointed. I hate disappointments. It makes you fall down, down, down. And you're expected to get yourself up after each and every disappointment. There were times when I felt like I was losing myself. Like I constantly feel like I'm missing out on everything. Like everything is happening somewhere else. Like I'm not living life to the fullest. The problem is that I never do anything to change it. I just sit here and think about it. But then again, it's probably the PMS. I've been pmsing a lot this week. At one point of time I can be cheery but I may snap into a bloody sarcastic drama queen who rants like she's gonna cannonade the entire universe.



As of lately, I fill up the hole in me with shameless food, secret singing in the showers, taking 'delight' in finishing chores, but still, life feels empty sometimes. And so is the pocket. =/ I'm starting to get pretty sick of internet life. I'm thinking if I should just close down my blog. hmm.


It's going to be 2am but I can't wait to bathe. haha. In fact I shall take a nice hot long shower and think about things that upset me for the past 24 hours. Goodnight.


True story.
Sunday, November 21, 2010 || 8:06 PM




In your life, you meet people.

Some you never think about again.

Some, you wonder what happened to them.

There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you.

And then there are some you wish you never had to think

about again. But you do.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 || 9:21 AM

Will you do your best to protect me?
when the tears get me all right
will you be the one that's by my side?

Will you be there
when I call you in the middle of the night?
Will you keep the rain from falling down into my eyes?

When I'm sick, will you take care of me?
take my darkest night and make it bright for me?
Will you be there to make me strong?
and to lean on
when this world has turned so cold
Will you be the one that's there to hold

CAN I, ERM, HAVE THIS?
Thursday, November 11, 2010 || 8:26 PM


PLEASEEEE?!

fucked up
|| 1:28 AM



I feel like covering myself with a big black blanket in a big black room, lock myself up in silence and just disappear from the world.



If only there is a cure to kill all these fucking thoughts away.


SIGH.

A LESSON TO LEARN.
Friday, November 5, 2010 || 10:05 PM

Think before you act. Think before you speak. Sometimes, saying "I'm sorry" isn't always able to heal a heart that's already hurt. "Sorry" is not just a word. It's supposed to be a real action accompanied by a determination to not repeat the same mistake again.