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Saturday, December 5, 2009 || 9:56 AM
" Everything has been spinning out of control while all I can do is
stand by and watch it happen"
I wish for a better day tomorrow, and for everyone else, especially for the ones I've hurt. I wish to spend everyday meaningfully, with the people I love, doing things that I love and living life to the fullest. I wish to look forward to every start of the week just as much as I look forward to the end of it.
I wish to spend my time doing things that make me happy, contented and loving life so that there is no space for sadness. I wish to stop dwelling on the past, of what could have beens and what should have beens and move on happily. I wish to put every bad thing that I've been through behind me and let karma run its course. I wish to really believe that everything happens for a reason and that whatever I went through, has a silver lining to it, despite the outcome.
I wish to be so happy that I never have to look back and I will smile and be glad. I wish to be so thankful with my present that the past will no longer haunt me. I wish to learn from my mistakes and learn to trust and listen to my instincts. I wish to protect myself better and not be too believing. I wish to grow from all of this and hope people will grow to forget my past too. I wish I can become the better and stronger person. I kno I owe it to myself that much.
In Fear & faith,
Nadiah.
