“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 || 9:30 PM
Oh, dear heart.
Just keep going
Come on, little heart.
It's already December. How fast time flies. Just this same month, last year, an entirely different experience I had and now a year has already passed,
well almost. I realise I'm still mourning over alot of things. I don't want to keep harboring false hopes of "this will be better" or "this is different". I kno I'm supposed to feel delighted now that the new year's approaching and all, but the feeling just doesn't sit right with me this year.
I went through the motions of deja vu as each day passes, not really wanting to move forward. I keep wondering of the things that are yet to come. Not so good things, I suppose. Given the ironic circumstances of everything that's been happening lately. I don't suppose any good will come of this. I kno it too well already, like the back of my hand. But I'm constantly hoping that eventually,
blessedly, it'll come to the acceptance stage. I can't bear for this to happen again. But I can't really help it either. So I'm crossing my finger and toes.
Wish me well.Anyway, you guys must be wondering what I've been up to.


Cousins' wedding from both side of the Family.
Yeap, that's about it.
-----TAG REPLIES------
FITRI: miss ya too. Don't let words bring you down aite?
VENA: you didnt call me back ponnn. grr.
SASA: i updated already! =)
ZAMMY: now your turn.
ARFAH: photoshop darling and days of pure boredom. hahah.
MEETUNCLE: hi.
FAEEZ: hahah. thank you.
Now enjoy the remaining days of this year, people.