Seek me for comfort

*NADDY.*
Hello. My name is Nadiah Nabilah.

Born on the february 18th and my mum's life changed eversince. For better or the worse, I'll let you decide. My sleeping patterns are screwed and I get hungry fast. I'm a professional dreamer. My dreams weigh more than I do. My familia, boyfriend and friends are my people, my people are my life. <3


Call me for solace

We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

I'll be waiting for the end of my broken heart.





“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”
November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

DESERT OR DISASTER?
Friday, May 1, 2009 || 9:18 AM

01. A picture of you in your room.

02. A picture with someone you don't actually like

I hated this woman. One second late also she'll considered you late. My record book became ugly because of her. I'd bet ALL assumptionites hold grudges against her.

03. A picture of you very drunk.

I was told I looked drunk here. -.- But no mama, I wasn't okay! Never was. *halo over head* heh.


04. A picture of you on your birthday, or/and your favourite holiday.

05. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

=)

06. A picture of you in one of your favourite outfits




07. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
Beware. Jangan terperanjat. This is what happens when you're so bored. You ended up amusing yourself. =x


08. A picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.
I admit, this was totally photoshopped. Hee.


09. A picture of a night you regret.

Bad night. I missed a MAJOR football match. =/


10. A picture of you truly being yourself.


11. The most recent picture of you.




2. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!



13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.
14. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
=(

15. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.
Couldn't be more happier.
16. A picture of you when you were anything but happyThe period when my favourite subject became the most hated. =x


17. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
Seriously, I have no idea where this came from. =x

18. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
I used to be very hardworking back then. I am so ashamed of myself.

19. A picture of you with someone you love.
Happy 21st kakak dearest. =) CEPAT BALIK!

20. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
I'm just an ordinary girl, really. I mean no harm at all. So chill. =)

21. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.
Food food food food yummy yummy food. =D

22. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
23. A picture that makes your heart hurt.
=/

24. A picture that makes your heart smile.
Hey, you can't blame him for biting it. =p


25. A picture of one of the best nights of your life. (or day)
Seize the day or die regretting~ \m/







I need a distraction badly, almost desperately. I feel like it's coming and I can't avoid it. It's about to collapse on me and there's nothing I can do to stop it from happening. I need steel walls to protect me. That's the most that can hold this up right now.

It's ironic how even the best things that you are made of, hurt at some point. They may be the best of you, but not necessarily be the best for you. Because at times, the things that are hurting you is you yourself. Mostly without realizing it. I've grown to realize that sometimes, we are our own worst enemy.


We've all heard the saying, 'What doesn't kill us makes us stronger'. We've been told time and time again. But when is too much, really just too much? What if something that was supposed to make us stronger, ends up killing us, instead?


So how do I know what's right now? Do I take one step forward? Or do I take 2 steps back? How do I tell that this is the real thing? Or just another one of the many facades?
You tell me.




How did it come to this?


(I really hope the only reason I'm feeling all this is because it's THE time of the month.)



On a sidenote, Happy 18th birthday, stalker. Hidup mesti chill~ =D