“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”
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TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 || 9:50 PM
" Embrace the time you have now, cos you never know when it will be taken away from you. Treasure the ones you love and especially those who love you (ehem, like muah) because you never know when you're gonna lose them. Live everyday like it is your last, w/o regrets. Because in reality, we all don't have much time left. We still need to learn, we need to love and we need to live. "
- A.
Because by the end of the day, you kno the future is never the way we imagined it.
So like MIKA would say, relax, take it easy.
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FLINT: weiiiii u. I wanna watch moviessss. GRR. And yes, will cheer up. You kno how i do. HAHA.
HIDAYAH: hee thanks babe. And i cant go to your blog. Why why! =/
ELAI: they're all fat and big now from the last time u saw them. Okay no, Nacho only. Time for a visit aye? hahah.
SASA: babe, imy. Meet up soon k. =)
THE CLICHE.
Monday, May 25, 2009 || 9:23 PM
Tell me what do you see
when you're looking at me?IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO DESCRIBE IT.
Friday, May 15, 2009 || 12:08 AM
Mama's day
The mama to my mama. =)
the youngest chick in the family.
The flowers I bought for Grandma.
Entah la nak, Makcik pon tak tahu dier ni sakit ape. =x
Ni pulak, makcik tak tahu kenape mater macam gitu. Ish.
If this isn't Love, tell me what it is? =)
Dearest Mum,
I'm sorry for shouting and getting frustrated at you earlier during Mama's day. You were so adorable, wondering why and what you did wrong. I hope the surprise later paid off and the gift I bought just for you. I have so much to say to you, I do not know where to start. I sure hope you realize that I love you more than Life itself. I am beyond grateful because you are by far the best mother I have known to exist. I want so much to say thank you. But then I'd just have to spend my whole lifetime saying it because no amount of gratitude could equal up to what you have done for us all. Start taking care of yourself mum, you aren't wonderwoman you kno. Mwah!
BATAM TRIP!
It's raining cats & frogs outside but I'm listening to Sunny day by Akon. The contradiction. Hah. As much as I want to forego all of the fun, I can't. I miss out on so much everytime I intentionally isolate myself from everyone & everything. To the extent that I eat, breathe, and live work. And I began to believe that, that was as good as it was ever going to get. Don't you just hate it when even your imagination, your only door to fantasy, gives up on you? Pfft. I can't stand it. Let's just say, things happen when we least expect them to aye. And that's exactly what my recent weeks have been filled with.
Stillll, everything has been a taddd better than average, and I am a taddd thankful for that. Kinda. Despite the early mornings and the late nights mostly just working, I hope will all pay off.
This time around though, I must say, I've learned more than which I did during the previous times:
- I've learnt that all good things do come to an end.
- I've learnt what infatuation/love/anxiety can do to someone.
- I've learnt that eating mentos and coffee don't keep you awake once the clock strikes Afternoon.
- I've learnt that I can focus more with music playing.
- I've learnt that it pays to be patient.
I've learnt that if something's meant to be yours, it'll be yours. You won't have to brave rain, you won't have to brave fire. You won't have to indulge in prolonged sacrifices. You won't have to earn millions just to please. You won't have to put up a front. You won't have to keep telling yourself it's okay just because it's not. Sometimes, I give people the wrong perception of myself. And that is just because I simply choose to do so. If only by acting as a chauvinistic babi will make you realize, I will continue behaving this way. It takes a lot to make me believe, it takes alot to make me trust. If by being obnoxious, I can prevent a heartbreak, I will be the most obnoxious person you've ever met. If being rude helps, I will continue being rude. If ignorance is bliss, I'll stand by that. I usually love everyone I befriend. Yet it doesn't pay to be nice. So I guess it's best to change that. Because no one deserves to get hurt.
As of now, I shall just live my life as it comes. Take care all ♥
MACAM MACAM AH NADIAH
Thursday, May 7, 2009 || 10:51 AM
Ah da start ah ni. Seriously, I get all dramatic and emotional at night, especially. I kno, what the heck right? Get a grip of your emotions, Nadiah. I'm getting very frustrated with myself.
GET UP & MOVE ALONG ALREADY! Anyho,
I'm sorry for cancelling plans guys.
Very extremely busy.
Sick & tired of getting sick & tired of work already.
Off to Batam tomorrow with workpeeps.
Should be fun.
take care all! ♥
DESERT OR DISASTER?
Friday, May 1, 2009 || 9:18 AM
01. A picture of you in your room. 
02. A picture with someone you don't actually like
I hated this woman. One
second late also she'll considered you late. My record book became ugly because of her. I'd bet ALL assumptionites hold grudges against her.
03. A picture of you very drunk.
I was told I looked drunk here. -.- But no mama, I wasn't okay! Never was. *halo over head* heh.
04. A picture of you on your birthday, or/and your favourite holiday.
05. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.
=)
06. A picture of you in one of your favourite outfits
07. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
Beware. Jangan terperanjat. This is what happens when you're so bored. You ended up amusing yourself. =x
08. A picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.
I admit, this was totally photoshopped. Hee.
09. A picture of a night you regret.
Bad night. I missed a MAJOR football match. =/
10. A picture of you truly being yourself.
11. The most recent picture of you.
2. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.
14. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
=(
15. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.Couldn't be more happier.
16. A picture of you when you were anything but happy
The period when my favourite subject became the most hated. =x
17. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
Seriously, I have no idea where this came from. =x
18. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
I used to be very hardworking back then. I am so ashamed of myself.
19. A picture of you with someone you love.
Happy 21st kakak dearest. =) CEPAT BALIK!
20. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
I'm just an ordinary girl, really. I mean no harm at all. So chill. =)
21. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.
Food food food food yummy yummy food. =D
22. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
23. A picture that makes your heart hurt.
=/
24. A picture that makes your heart smile.
Hey, you can't blame him for biting it. =p
25. A picture of one of the best nights of your life. (or day)
Seize the day or die regretting~ \m/
I need a distraction badly, almost desperately. I feel like it's coming and I can't avoid it. It's about to collapse on me and there's nothing I can do to stop it from happening. I need steel walls to protect me. That's the most that can hold this up right now.
It's ironic how even the best things that you are made of, hurt at some point. They may be the best of you, but not necessarily be the best for you. Because at times, the things that are hurting you is you yourself. Mostly without realizing it. I've grown to realize that sometimes, we are our own worst enemy.
We've all heard the saying, 'What doesn't kill us makes us stronger'. We've been told time and time again. But when is too much, really just too much? What if something that was supposed to make us stronger, ends up killing us, instead?
So how do I know what's right now? Do I take one step forward? Or do I take 2 steps back? How do I tell that this is the real thing? Or just another one of the many facades?
You tell me.
How did it come to this?
(I really hope the only reason I'm feeling all this is because it's
THE time of the month.)
On a sidenote, Happy 18th birthday, stalker. Hidup mesti chill~ =D
