CHANGING WORLD

“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”

CRAZY, BUT IT FEELS ALRIGHT.

Sunday, April 19, 2009 || 11:06 PM

FIT to the TREE.

A happy belated birthday to Fitri Nurizzah aka Siti Maimunah. We are sorry for being the horrible planners and didn't draw the map properly enough for you to get the picture, as you claimed. And that you had to call us because you were waaay off the place where you were SUPPOSED to be thus screwed our surprise for you because you could hear our voices behind the bushes. You made us looked like fools but whatever it is, we love you still. =)

NADIAH: I can seeeee you!

FITRI: kau pat mane??!

NADIAH: Strike a pose!

FITRI: HAHAHAHAHA!

NADIAH: cepatttttt!

FITRI: wth???!

NADIAH: you're not posing!

FITRI: i'm posing!

NADIAH: HAHAHAHA!! That's not a pose!

Strike a better one!

FITRI: *A good 5 minutes of laughter* okay, is this a pose?

Truth is,

we couldn't see a thing. Even the pose you were making. =p

Make a wish ladeyy.

" You can be mad as a mad dog

at the way things went,

you can swear, curse the fates,

regret everything you ever did.

But when it comes to the end,

you have to let go. "

Labels: candles, happiness, laughter, surprises, swan lake

A HOPE FOR THE HOPELESS.

Sunday, April 5, 2009 || 1:15 PM

Have you ever felt as though the weight of the world is on your shoulders? Have you ever felt as though you can't take it anymore? Do you ever wonder why the pieces just don't seem to fit? Have you ever felt small, worthless, and out of tune because you can't fish yourself out of this misery?

WELCOME TO MY WORLD.

.psychopneumonia. says:
best tau the gig
psychopneumonia. says:
u shld haf been dere though
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
I think u diam pon best ah

fadlee says:
nad!!!
fadlee says:
nad naddie nadiah
fadlee says:
!!!!!!
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
WHAT!
fadlee says:
nothing
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
wtf man.

Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
anyways..
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
i think its really coincidence seh
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
i wanted to ask u
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
where u think can find nice ladies wallet for my mom
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
then u hilang wallet lak
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
-_-
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
lol.
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
u think u can give me suggestions?
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
do u think in this position right now, i have suggestions??

FARaIN says:
lahhhhh
FARaIN says:
baru wallet~
FARaIN says:
take a chill pill lah!
FARaIN says:
why so serious??
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
fuck off la just a wallet

2nd time.

Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
dont worry.. u will get a new wallet
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
heh
Nirza Tan Wei Min. says:
^^
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
u shld really just shut up nw u kno

zam says:
ey nasib ah manu menang
zam says:
tsk
zam says:
liverpool menang ah..
zam says:
still one point below manu.haha
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
-.-
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
whatever la

I kno you guys mean good and but really, if you got nothing good to say, then don't say anything. So don't tell me I didn't warn you guys. Sorry.

What happened was, I lost my freaking wallet. Think, would I be in this kind of state if it's JUST a wallet? It was a freaking birthday gift which has my freaking IC to begin with. which ALSO has my HARD EARN cash I just withdrew, my EZ-LINK card I just bought, EZ-link card I just top-up, my POSB card with my HARD EARN cash, my IC with my home address, my BLOODY HOUSE KEY to the entrance door!

Screwed much? I sure am.

On a lighter note, Fitri was being a sweetheart just now. She literally sent me home, gave me a hug, awkward moment there, but I felt so much better. Thank you MAIMUNAH! Also, an amazing revelation hit me today as I was talking to her.

I realised that life can be as unpredictable as it is predictable. You might think you have it going good but before you kno it, the rug that you have been standing on gets pulled from underneath you. I was actually having a good time, just chilling after work, eating, talking, laughing over the small silliest things and then BAM!! It hit you like a hurricane. No caution alarm, no warning signs, no nothing. Suddenly it's a whole new shit I have to deal with. Karma's a trip? I couldn't agree more. Though I don't kno what crime have I commit to deserve such punishment because Bullshit usually didn't take long to reach me.

"One moment of silence."
One minute later -
" Orang yang jumpe wallet aku is freaking lucky ah! Fucking bustard! "

And I pray to God that Karma will eventually catch up with him/her/them and bite them in the ass. May you crash and burn in hell.

Bottomline?
Life is a bitch ladies and gentlemen.

Labels: R.I.P Beloved Wallet.

WHO KNEW?

Thursday, April 2, 2009 || 8:18 PM

There are a lot of things that irks me, usually they don't last long but for certain C.M.I(cannot-make-it) cases, the feeling of displeasure just stays like an annoying buzzing mosquito that refuses to just fucking go away.

Sometimes life feels just like a photograph. You can see the beautiful lighting, the soft focus of the object or the model. You can see the emotion that is being provoked in the photograph but still,
you can't feel it.

There are things that should never be asked or even thought about. Some things are really just better left unsaid. So to speak. You can try so hard to erase those questions but they keep running at the back of your mind like clockwork. The more you refuse to think about it, the more you do. The utter irony of it all just makes it all even more frustrating.

I believe there is a reason to why everything happens. But I have yet to figure out the reason for this.

Maybe we started off on the wrong foot. But we still kept on walking.

Maybe.

I don't want to be the one holding you back, you have so much ahead for you. Don't let me stop you. But if you want me to stay, then show it.