Seek me for comfort

*NADDY.*
Hello. My name is Nadiah Nabilah.

Born on the february 18th and my mum's life changed eversince. For better or the worse, I'll let you decide. My sleeping patterns are screwed and I get hungry fast. I'm a professional dreamer. My dreams weigh more than I do. My familia, boyfriend and friends are my people, my people are my life. <3


Call me for solace

We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

I'll be waiting for the end of my broken heart.





“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”
November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011

MESSED UP AND ONLY EIGHTEEN.
Saturday, March 21, 2009 || 9:45 PM

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.







Things have been getting from bloody unbearable to worse. I can't seem to point my finger on what actually is the problem with me. Is it Karma? Or is it just the nature of Life? One thing for sure, no one is spared from pain. I've grown to realise that no matter how hard you try, the only way you won’t feel pain is when you die. Even then, a whole different place awaits you and you don’t even know what lies ahead.


But I’d give anything; I swear anything, to leave. Leave my stupid condescending work, leave this stupid country. Leave the pain, the suffering, the humiliation. Leave the emotional baggage behind. Give me a good reason why I should even stay? There’s no reason for me to stay. No reason at all. Not even one. The walls are closing in on me. I want to find my life somewhere else. Anything will be better than staying here. I wanna leave. For good. But knowing where to go is the only reason why I'm still here.