CHANGING WORLD

“You think you kno me, but you have no idea.”

ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER DRAMA.

Monday, December 29, 2008 || 12:15 PM

I'm sorry for not updating. Too occupied with work and everything else in between. :D I am honestly very tired for words so i'll let the pictures do the talking aite! :)

TODAY~

hahaha. God knows what this was all about. =x

Cik siti: love you bth.

wahhhhhhh....

[Edit] He. is. not. my. freaking. boyfriend. Stop it already. -.- [/Edit]

This was when working gets boring...

taking pictures in the fitting room.

melebih2 je dorang ni. hee.

flying solo solo solo~

bendAdick. hohoho~

Julian: Look! We have the same smile. We should do this more often!

That's Julian for ya.

The minah and the ahbeng.

No, don't ask me what they were trying to do. I have no idea either.

the black and the white. :D

The ladiesss~ *looks at Julian* Yeap, just the ladies :p

O.M.G. LOOk at that, just LOOK AT THAT.

PS: This column is purposely to make you guys hungry and those who are ALREADY hungry, hungrier. Yum yum.

Hey you, don't care much? :p

I hate to say this but I told you soo~

This was when self-timer became the main subject of homour.

But we didn't realise it clicked more than once in one go.

So as a result, the second picture looked quite the same.

And then by the third click, we burst out laughing so hard, nyonya at the back terpusing! =x

Ni la budak2 zaman skarang... Ish3.

Focus on the middle one. Center of "attraction" aye?

I was NINETY-NINE POINT NINE PERCENT positive I heard my cat farted the other day! I couldn't tell which emotion was stronger- the shock or the fear. =x

Sometimes I wonder if he realises that he's actually a cat. =/

Let me run along to bed now. Happy new year, everybodaaay ^^

HAHA HEHE HAHA HO.

Monday, December 22, 2008 || 1:08 PM

HAHAHAHA. Keeeesian... *shakes head*

I know this is belated but I am so goddamn glad to find out that Man utd scored 5-3 recently in a match. But my mood changed, quite instantly when I found out who actually scored.

fletcher?? FLETCHER?!! Why didn't you score when I was actually watching?!! Why did I have to miss it?! :'( Why why why why why why =(

*sings* You are my babylove, my babylove..

This is downright random.
Introducing:
Mat mentel plus mental, Dam dam.

Almost 3 in the morning, everybody ought to be asleep but this crazy dude still has a flower stuck on his ear. haha!

This is why I LOVEmy job

Few first days of work -

CUSTOMER: Have you taste this before? *referring to M&S food products*

ME: Oh no... But i'm sure it's very nice. Because a lot of customers have been buying this *fake a smile*

Note: 98% percent of the time I was lying. =/

NOW -

CUSTOMER: Have you taste this before?

ME: Uh huhhh. And believe me, it's deeeeeeeelicious :D

Note: Now I don't have to lie anymore. God knows why. Teehee. >=D

But this is why I despise my job.

Closing down the Atrium. Oh the horror. =(

So it's 5 in the morning, and I should be catching up with my beauty sleep by now, but instead of getting that, I am looking for things online. How do I stop myself from spending? My pay is only coming next week and if I keep spending, I'd have no money to fend for myself. I am doomed.

*looks at above picture*
I lovee the cap, the baju, the everythinggg.

SIGH. Is this what you call love at first sight?

PS: I DON'T LIKE YOU.

FACE IT.

" Then do me a favour, kill me. I can't face it without you." In what way is that NOT forceful?? I don't mean to be harsh but YOU got me into this. Don't try drowning me with guilt because I don't bloody deserve it.

AS PROMISED.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 || 8:08 AM

The past month has been a blur of ups and down. Interesting and unexpected surprises. Working has been pretty boring. There aren’t a lot of people and usually by 8 pm or so I’m just standing there, doing random stuff like arranging the cookie boxes while reading the ingredients to pass the time. Or look over at my colleague and draw faces of people to crack us up. Yes, it is THAT boring. Counting money is not so much of a hassle now, though at the end of every shift, my friend and I would still swear at the stupid computer if we see a declaration fault. =/

Oh but yesterday was a horrible day. I met up with this stupid sissy of a customer, he’s like probably hitting 40 in a couple of years time and probably a dad but was acting like a spoilt brat who still calls Mama for help. Also speaks like he never fucked up in his entire life… Anyway. He was my first brush of a nasty customer experience. The rest of the day I had to keep being poilte etc, but inside I was swearing like nothing.

He was carrying a bunch of food stuff like chocolates, cookies etc and I was carrying the cash box, which was, mind you, very very fragile and I had to walk past him. He claimed that I didn’t excuse myself, which I did, and he was like “Watch where you're going!” Like he’s soooo gracious himself. Following that was a lot of shit stuff. But honestly, hasn’t he heard of a shopping basket? Good grief! I’ve served plenty of SENIOR customers who single handedly heave their heavy baskets and stuff up without so much as a grunt or complain and this MAN, this near middle age grown man, who was carrying CHOCOLATES for goodness sake, had to whine about “carrying a lot of things”. Well my bad for not being to say too much to him that day, if I had to see that fucker again I would just punch his stinking teeth in and make sure that it gets embedded in his useless ass puny thing up there that he calls his brain with my bare hands (on 2nd thought,maybe I'll wear gloves.) He won't be able to call himself a man after I'm done with him. URGH.

Thank god today is my off day. But it doesn't help much because I've been walking around just thinking all day.

I think I have a problem, I think I think too much.

I miss my friends. I miss the times when we would laugh at anything and everything. I miss escaping classes with them. I miss talking to them for hours. I miss how we can be so serious and then cracking jokes the next. It's been weeks since I last saw them.

And then suddenly, surprise surprise.

You should know what I'm referring to.

I'm still going to hold my head up high and smile because I know I deserve to. I guess I know it all too well.

I guess caring too much has its own consequences. On one hand, it's a good thing to care. But on the other hand, caring too much is bad. It comes to a point where you've worn yourself out and no matter how hard you try, it just doesn't come to you like it usually does. There's a certain level of lagging in between each sentence or action. As though the connection has failed.

These thoughts are swirling in my head and I’m desperately trying not to drown in them, staying afloat is my way of surviving. The current’s getting stronger but I know I can fight it. It won’t take me away, I won’t let it. Not even you.

Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

WHEN THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO DO.

Thursday, December 11, 2008 || 10:50 AM

Zamzam introduced me to this website. He said he laughed till he peed in his boxers. =x

zam says:
its effing cool
zam says:
you just click3 and then they'll tell u what the hell u're made of
zam says:
funny shit

I was telling prettyboy that I was making soup because I really was. Amazingly enough, right after I told him that, I found this quiz, "What kind of Soup Are you?" And I finally understood why zam was laughing so bad on the webcam. Just the question made me Stop. And. Stare. O.O

You Are Chicken Noodle Soup

You are a traditional and conservative person. You value the past, and change frightens you.
You are very loyal, especially to your family. You prefer a low-key life, with lots of time spent at home.

You like soup because it's easy, quick, and cheap.
You tend to have a favorite soup you stick to. Why change a good thing?

What Kind of Soup Are You?

HAHAHAHA. How ironic.
I was Chicken soup.

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
ey freaking cool man
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
Even random websites kno how much I love chicken
zam says:
i think that dude at kfc also kno how much u love chicks, nad
zam says:
and he didnt even need to kno you.
zam says:
HAHAHAHA
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
shut up la
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
k sheesh
L(so)VE, nadiah. says:
i wanna do another one

And yes, I ignored him and did another one. This time around, it was " What Board Game Are You?" heh.

You Are Checkers

You are very logical and rational. You are able to understand what is and isn't a factor.
You're able to compartmentalize and focus on the essentials.
You appreciate simplicity. You can see the layers of complexity and beauty in anything.
You are also playful and good natured. You don't take life too seriously!

What Board Game Are You?

HAHAHA. Checkers fun right =D Okay, no doubt they were talking bullshit, but it made my night. By the end of my visit, I was a satisfied customer. :D heh.

PS: I know this entry is pretty much pointless to the point of you going back to the previous website you were from and I am making a point to apologise for wasting your time reading this pointless entry. Hee. Goodnight. =)

The free iPersonic Personality Test

|| 9:57 AM

Cheyba.

PRETTYBOY.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 || 9:30 AM

I forgot how quickly things can change

Now my vision can not be the same

My life is not what I thought

I'm not where I planned to be

Though something's gone

There's nothing wrong with my changing world

Nadiah wakes up every day, Nadiah bathes, Nadiah digs for food because she's forever hungry, Nadiah off to work soon after, Nadiah top up cash for bloody ezlink, Nadiah takes mrt, unluckily face all those fugly crowd, Nadiah rushes to workplace because she's always late. Yes people. This is the anthem of my dying days. Heh.

Wish I were doing something more exciting like flying off to some cool place where I can take lots of photos and shop a lot. Pay hasn’t rolled in and my bank account is sad and lonely and empty, which leaves me still here, waiting and rotting. Oh well.

Work has been so so. Unreasonable customers one day, nicest customers the next. I met a lot of funny people there like those who use more prize tags than necessary, the man who nags worse than your own mum, Oh hell, it's never-ending. =/ Oh yeah! And the Filipino crew who taught me to speak tagalog. "Pagod na pagod na ako" - which means I'm very tired. Till now I wonder why they have to say it twice but it’s very interesting though. They keep giggling when I say it. Haha. The funniest part was when they were interested to learn MY language. Which made me LAUGH OUT LOUD, literally.

Chamelle: Aku pie-nat!! (penat)
me: Noo, it's peeeenat.
Chamelle: pey-nat?
me: PEnat!
Chamelle: Pie-nat!
* customer interrupted*
Chamelle: oh i got it! PEANUT!
me: HAHAHA. You pelat la.
Chamelle: pie-lat?

They twist and turn a word as simple as "PENAT" and made it hard for them to pronounce. Them and their accent. =D

Guilty conscious much. =p

HAHAHAHA. Semangat.

And… that’s about it.

That's how I roll, every day. ;)

SADLY, MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.

Thursday, December 4, 2008 || 8:00 PM

Stale conversations still ringing in my head. Every word she said was like the ultimate pullout from under your feet. The slap to reality. The wake up call. It hurts much more than any gunshot wound or a stab to the heart. If only there was a delete button for every single thing that I never want to remember. My memory always malfunctions. And ironically, it's times like this that it decides to be fully 100% functioning.

I hate disappointments, it makes you fall down, down, down. & you're expected to get yourself back up after each and every disappointment. i don't know what's going on, I'm clueless to every single thing happening around me, and right now I can't be bothered to care.

Anyway on a brighter note, oh wait, there's no brighter note. =/

Okay, there's one.

I came online today, just like any other day when an ol' friend of mine made my day. =)

(Hows that, rais? I rhymed the whole sentence. beat tht!) =D

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

u noe wad?

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

i saw ur friendster pic. i love ur design

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

v.nice. i lost to you alr. i dunno how to use com to design

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

seriously v.nice.

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

hahah

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

u saw my friendster?

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

nvr leave anything behind?

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

heh.

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

too nice to comment

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

esp the name one. damn nice sia

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

aww thanks =)

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

the name one been there since ages

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

i drew that like last last year i think

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

hahah
___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

issit?

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

you drew??! i tot you design using com!

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

wa!!! nice okay

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

i reall love it

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

i even told my boifriend i alway fight wit you for art. but tis time im too impressive wit ur design

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

hahaha

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

xie xie ni

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

so how is my art buddy doing?

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

cum rival hahhaa

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

miss u sia

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

LOL u got to be kidding. say real ting ur thinkin of creative is much better than me

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

trust me. you r better than me,,better than u tot.

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

mi too.. although i always fight wit you. but i alway impress wit ur art.

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

jiayou. when i free i go to school c ur art pierce . ( steal some idea)

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

hahaha

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

steal la

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

i dont care also

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

im long gone from that sch

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

heheh

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

haha. okay la. i reall gonna miss you.. i enjoy see ur friendster

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

not forgettin ur pretty face

___[[ ; J.U.L.I.T.E™ died 0n 26th 0f n0v & n0w she has reb0rn*] says:

it v.nice bottom of my heart

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

k stop stop.

L(so)VE, nadiah. says:

make me paiseh only

She bangs, she bangs

HAHAHA.

Time check, 12.26pm. i'm off to work nw~

Bummer.

Randomestic.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 || 10:11 AM

ROOM RAIDERS

So i was watching room raiders on MTV one day and I decided to do my own.

heh. I kno.. very random but I had nothing to blog about anyways and some people were already bugging me to update. haha.

So Here goes nothing. =x

My room door. heh. Welcome welcome~

okay, i know it's a smaller than those rooms you've seen on Room Raiders

but I love it still. =D So yes, that's my bed. And the painting I did for N levels.

This is where I usually go to distress myself.

heh.

my wardrobe.

and what is inside the wardrobe..

besides clothes of course...

is a picture of him! His name is Mark Read. A member of that boyband "A1" I was a huge fan back when I was young. And though the band's long gone, I still have him in my wardrobe. HAHA.